I'm so jealous of my sister

Okay, I need to get this off my chest. Everyone thinks my sister is perfect. She got the good grades, the hot boyfriend, the dream job. I love her, I really do, but I'm so damn jealous. I feel like I'm always in her shadow, like whatever I do, it's never good enough. Mom and Dad are always bragging about her accomplishments, and I'm just... here. Trying to figure out my life. I know it's awful to feel this way, especially towards family, but I can't help it. It eats me up inside. I just wish, for once, I could be the one they were proud of. Is that so wrong?