I took her for granted

I messed up so bad. My wife, Sarah... she's amazing. Like, seriously the most patient, kind person I know. And I was a total jerk. I was always working, or when I wasn't, I was playing video games. I barely talked to her, didn't help around the house, nothing. She kept trying, though. She'd cook my favorite meals, plan date nights... and I'd just brush it off. Now she's gone. She said she needed someone who actually saw her, who appreciated her. I didn't realize how much I was hurting her until it was too late. I'd do anything to have her back, to be the husband she deserved. This sucks. I hope she's happy, wherever she is. And I hope she can forgive me, someday. I'm trying to be a better person, but the regret is eating me alive.