I Screwed Up Bad

I messed up, like, HUGE. I cheated on Sarah. Not physically, but emotionally. There's this girl at work, Maya, and we just... clicked. Started texting all the time, late nights. I told her things I should have been telling Sarah. I even started thinking about leaving Sarah for Maya.

Then Maya told me she was transferring to another branch, across the country. Just like that, it was over. And I realized how stupid I'd been. I almost threw away everything for a fantasy. I haven't told Sarah. I don't know if I ever will. The guilt is eating me alive. I just hope I can be a better partner from now on. I don't deserve her.